Art is made to disturb. Science reassures. There is only one valuable thing in art: the thing you cannot explain.
I Am Not My OwnI Am Not My Own by ObsidianRavenShadow
Help !!! Help !!!
There are so many voices inside my head
All across my soul they tread
When they speak for me
It is with utter dread
My tapestry of life
is worn down to a thread
Ultimately wanting me dead
I see myself from afar
Doing strange things unbeknownst to me,
things that are not my own
Speaking words, sometimes awful words,
that are not my own
Yet they are spoken with lips
That are a reflection of mine
I have thoughts...confusing and maddening
Thoughts that in no way are my own
I see and hear my other self
For I have no control
Resistance is futile
All I am able to see
Is whichever self is put in front of me
So from afar I watch in horror
As to the words that leave those lips
Hatred, Resentment, and Jealosy
Spit as venom
This other me
Throws darts deep into the heart
Of my love
Of my Beloved
My One and Only
My repulsion cannot exceed
This horrific torment and abuse
To my beloved's so
This PlaceIn the sinewed branchesThis Place by LaSavane
I am caught;
The dead mind of
My own thought.
Try to stretch my wings,
Thorns gauge out my eyes.
No idea what I'm doing,
but thoughts terrorize.
I wish these bony fingers
would loosen their grasp.
They take my breath away
And I'm fainting fast.
The clouds shatter.
Light shines through the cracks.
I've found in this place
Everything the latter lacks.
The OceanI can never taste the poisonThe Ocean by LaSavane
Before it hits my tongue.
Trying to climb up the ladder,
Slip and fall on every rung.
Can you not forsake your future?
Can you not repeat what's been sung?
Have me now or have me later,
You've already bit and stung.
Try to sleep before the sunrise,
Try to crawl back into bed.
Focus shift from sleep to hunger,
Thoughts race within my head.
Remember back to who we were before?
That skin has already been shed.
Have me now or have me later,
You've given me the kiss of death.
Try to escape your strong hold,
Try to fall and shut my eyes.
You can take me over quickly
Before I even realize.
Feed me banquets of milk and honey,
I buy into all your lies.
Strip me down and drown me over,
Attempt again to sterilize.
Torture me with words so naive,
Try to block out the voice.
I never tried to garner pity,
I just was poor in choice.
Shut you out away from my mind,
Drown you deep into white noise.
They were all so unsuspecting,
All the little girls and boys.
Predestined ( A Vision of Psychological Horror )Predestined ( A Vision of Psychological Horror ) by ObsidianRavenShadow
Look there !!!
The sign said...
"The Ferris Wheel of Life"
( A Ride of Horrifically Tragic and Psychological Terror...Beyond your Wildest Nightmares !!! )
Looks like fun !!!
But...the seats were insanely positioned, upside down, and on each of these bizarre seats there were words. Words ???
WORDS...Larger than life.
The truly terrifying part was that each word was the EXACT word I was just about to say. As if my script in life was already written, already planned ahead.
I had no choice in the matter.
EVERYTHING IS PREDESTINED !!!
You are but a pawn on the magnificent chess board of life.
Dangling from a marionette's strings, playing out our destinies.
DESTINY...IS PREDESTINATION !!!
Enslaved in this cage of souls.
What unimaginable horror and inner chaos to come to realize, that you are not your own.
YOU ARE NOT YOUR OWN !!!
Every action begins before the knowledge of the process is even comprehended by our brains.
These realizations or hell